I think that the hardest part is to dealing with the feeling of rejection and self-confidence. The words that kept ringing in my mind, over and over again , went like this: why couldn't he love me? why wasn't i enough? he found someone better than me...

I started to question about myself, i find myself worthless and hopeless. I honestly so done of feeling unwanted. I always telling myself that someday someone is going to love me with all his heart and they going to be my soulmate my best friends and the partner of my rest of the life... but until now i still never met one....just when i though that you are going to be the one but you just left me without a second thought and i feel like im being abandoned again.

I wonder will there be someone who is terrifying to lose me?